...I think I'm on top, I find out that I'm not. But you know what, I keep standing no matter how hard it is. Every time I think I'm on top, I find out how strong I am. And I amaze myself each time. Life has been so hard for me these last few years I just can't believe it. It just feels like I can't get a brake. But you know what I know that in the end, it will all pay off. I hope that more people realize that. I hope that they realize that they are strong and that times get hard. And that hard times are not just upon them but many other. All you have to do is just stand up and face it. And never wish that you were some where else because you don't know where that somewhere is at. The grass is as green you let it be on your side of the fence. We all need to just stop complaining and do something about what's wrong. Stand up and keep fighting, don't drown in self-sorrow.

Man, times have been so hard for everyone, I think the entire country has gone crazy. I don't even like watching or reading the news anymore because there is never anything positive.

And positivity is something that each and every one of us needs to hold on to these days... After all that is part of hope. And hope is part of attainment.

So, I've been away. I had my little dispute with wondering if I could make it everyday in this struggle and I have come back victorious and with many new fresh ideas and a new vision of my dreams.

So check me out!