...I think I'm on top, I find out that I'm not. But you know what, I keep standing no matter how hard it is. Every time I think I'm on top, I find out how strong I am. And I amaze myself each time. Life has been so hard for me these last few years I just can't believe it. It just feels like I can't get a brake. But you know what I know that in the end, it will all pay off. I hope that more people realize that. I hope that they realize that they are strong and that times get hard. And that hard times are not just upon them but many other. All you have to do is just stand up and face it. And never wish that you were some where else because you don't know where that somewhere is at. The grass is as green you let it be on your side of the fence. We all need to just stop complaining and do something about what's wrong. Stand up and keep fighting, don't drown in self-sorrow.